作者说“二十多年来，我经历了被神挪走骄傲资本的‘破碎’；经历了‘逢人必传’的走火入魔；经历过参与事工的‘奋不顾身’；也经历过被误解、被伤害的沮丧，还曾当过‘马列主义老太太’。在这些过程中，如果我只在人的层面打转，常常会灰心失望，但只要抬起头来仰望耶稣基督，就体会到上帝无边的大爱和包容，也认识到自己的渺小和狭隘。我深信无论处于何种境地，只要信靠上帝，就能不断得到祂的启示和引导，得到祂的恩赐和祝福。”

The author said: "For more than 20 years, I have experienced being broken and having my pride taken away by God, being an evangelist with whomever I met, being devoted completely in service-mission, and also experienced being misunderstood, accused of, and being labeled as “Marxism-Leninist Old Lady.” Through these journeys, when I am focused on what I can control and do, I often become depressed and hopeless, but when I lift up my head toward Jesus Christ, I experience God’s bountiful love and mercy, and recognize my own smallness and narrow-mindedness. I am convinced that in whatever circumstances, by merely trusting in God, I can receive revelation and guidance from Him, and receive His grace and blessings.”